People around me..

are so ignorant && close-minded.

at school i am surrounded by dumb jerks and jocks that believe the best and the most productive way for America to conquer the world is to blow away every country there is, that is not associated with United States.

for an example, today we were talking about the bombing of hiroshima and the football jocks around me were praising and saying that they should QUOTE "blow all the motherf*ckin japs and chinks away, elminate them from our world" UNQUOTE.

so yes indeed i was offended.
they have not even been outside of florida, let alone the country! so what gives them the right to even talk about any other culture besides theirs?

now i`ve comed to realize that being a military child has it`s advantages because i get to travel and actually expierence living and associating with people outside my culture.

ugh, it just pisses me off how ignorant people can be, and yet they talk and talk so much crap.
they should be the ones that get a dose of reality.

i would love to see them live in japan or south america and see how they adjust.

and what really blows my mind is that these jocks are in my AP class and i have girls in my honors english class that don`t even know what they`re doing. they`re incapable of doing their own work.
in my physics class everyone in my class are seniors, smart-asses, and obnoxious.

to top it all off, they all sit around me.

i`m usually the one sitting in between the groups/
that so blows.

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other than that i`m liking school =D

Currently Listening The Resignation By RX Bandits Sell You Beautiful see related

To the new goals.

to think that i shared a class with her just 3 months ago and that i was her spanish partner just freakin blows me away.
after reading a single myspace bulletin, proving to me that she`s gone just shocked the hell out of me.
my freshman and sophmore year there were deaths at kubasaki, but to think about her just leaves me in disbelief because i knew her, talked to her, worked with her.
she was one of the downest chicks i knew. i know she`s in a better place, everyone'll miss you, ms.megan mcvey.

after hearing that, it just made me realize that instead of living life in the same routine, i should just live it up. moving to florida was a big change for me.
new school, new people, new country. i`m just not use to it, so i was planning on just going to school, coming home, studying, and work my ass off. but to think about it, i`m a teenager, i shouldn`t hide just because i moved to a different place. i might as well get out there and enjoy every single minute of it.

so my goals this year is to get out there, have a hell of a time before i graduate and just have fun.
i`ve met a lot of cool people just in band camp, and i have a really good feeling about this year.
i`m gonna join a bunch of clubs, be serious about my schoolwork, and not hold back when it comes to socializing.
i`ll go to different people and just get to know all types of people.

*sigh* so here`s to the new life.

WOWZERS!

i have not updated this shizz in a loonng time.

myspace has been too addicting for me.

well anyway, let`s have another update on my life.

school : school`s school, it sucks. my grades have dropped tremendously this year! so now i`m busting my butt off to get back on track of things. some classes are fun some aren`t. but the people in my class make it fun. hmm what else..i guess that`s all for now?
boys: nada, not interested. i gotta stay focus on school, life, family, religion && friends.
sports: ahh yes sports. i miss volleyball season oh so much. i miss my lovley ladies..but SOCCER HAS COME!  i`ve been practicing with the guys and at first it was REALLY itimidating because i have not spoken ONE word to any of them, but now it`s so much fun. they`re pretty suh-weet && hawt? lol tryouts were this week from tuesday till today. but the teams are undecided still because the flippin jv coach backed down on his positions after not showing up to the first two tryouts. what a lame-o! most people say i`m gonna make varsity *goalie* but as of right now, i`m just doing what i have to do.
adam called me and told me that patti came up to him and said that i made far east varsity. far east varsity what? i wasn`t at school to know what i made in. oh well
other: well a big other would have to be on my small operation on my left leg today. it hurt like a mother...i have some kinda virus thingy on my leg which got infected so when my father and i went to the doctors they had to do squeeze all the puss, blood, bacteria from it. not all came out so we had they had to do an operation on it. i have never cried as  much as i did today. i was bawling like a little baby cuz it hurt soo freaking bad. but i had my daddy beside me. yay for me  ughh they gave me a shot on the butt. it was freaking hilarious, but it made me drowsy as heck. gee >_<

hmm well i better go and do some homework or catch up on some sleep or something.

PEACE OUT NIGGS <3